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Friday, March 10, 2006

hmm . today in class was . . . . . . . . lol . scary ! ahha . so gross lah i must say . cause a few of the classmates art piece in there there were bugs ! so gross lah . some more Mrs So wants the boys to catch it so that we can see the insects tranform . O.O then me and Shi Min was screaming away . hahah . so funny . then Hui Ni poke till my hand when she was poking the container . so pain ! my hand bleeds . ok . enough of all this stupid disgusting bugs !

during Mother Tonue class was so pissed off . god damn shit . how can a teacher acted in such a stupid manner . ok . nvm . he sucks . then in class i almost die . zi xuan !!!!!! lol . keeping poking my weist . arghh ! then she go take my bag away . when i wanna take back form her , mummy (mavis) go take from xuan then she ran out of the class and put it ouside her classroom using the door to block it . -.- . then i push her away . haha . then put my stuff in my bag . before i want to carry it , zi xuna go snatch it away . -.- then just nice "shark" went out of the classroom to line up then i say `` help me take back my bag.`` then lol . i was shock lah . lol . he went to kick zi xuan . LOL`~ then she still dun wanna return then sya kick her again then she stil insisted not to return me my bag . lol . then i turn my head miss ong already outside the classroom waiting for us so i say `` faster lah . my teacher waiting already`` lol . then zi xuan faster return me my bag then sya was at there laughing when i say that sentence . lol .

recess time sat with wei jie and xuan . l0l . wei jie also got bluff my me . hahah . lol . so funny . wei jie shi ben ben . hahaha . then the group of us fool around lor . hehe . then i was laughing away cause i rmb how sya kick xuan . haha . then xuan say `` you two(sya and me) gang up and defeat me .`` lol . then i say `` lol . i shock lor . didn expect him to kick you .`` xuan say `` he like you lor , if not why he still will HELP and PROTECT you ?`` LOL`~ after recess in class nothing happen . hehe . only do file-ling . hehe . so messy arh . then me , ben and min was talking . then coz i was opening n closing my file repeatly then ben was talking to me so i forgotten that my hand was in between the file tingy then when i close the file , omg . my hand was also been snap in between . so pain . then ben was at there laughing . lol . so pain . omg . lol . soooon 1.oop.m . riing . but we are still in the class . lol . 1.15p.m then dismiss .

when walking pass the parade square , farhan the crazy terrorist call me then he went . biang biang biang . -.- hahahah . so cute and funny sia hhe . didn saw "shark" . then in the minimart laze around . then suddenly , "shark" walk past then cause he was taking the drinking from the so call ``fridge`` then gladys shouted `` syakirin`` then zi xuan also then i think he was pissed off lah cause when he closing the door of the so call ``fridge`` , he close till very hard then have one loud "bang" sound . then his face show those attitude face. hmm . nvm lor . i`m also not the one who made him angry . hehe . then fool around with xuan n gladys . omg . so fun . laugh till my stomach pain . ahah . also with jian jie too . lol . then xuan say:

Zi Xuan: i today in class tell shark `` wahh . just now protect and help jolynn sia when i take her bag .

Sya: gentlemen what . *LOL`~*

then i say:

Jolynn: i didn expect him to kick you lor .

Zi Xuan: i thought he will hack care you . didn know that he will ``PROTECT & HELP`` you

Jolynn: lol .

***end of conversation******

dun take my heart if you were to break it .

dun say you love me if you didn mean it .

dun hold my hand if it wun last forever .

baby i just cant live without you .

darling i love you forever .

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I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

*************Because 0f You*************

不知道你还爱不爱我.. 我怀疑你已经不爱我.. 我哪里做错请你快告诉我.. 我要你知道我永远爱你..如果失去你我就活不下去.. my anata..

你不在~ 当我最需要爱你却不在.. 我受了伤再偷偷好起来,但你不在.. 说什么你已经都不在了.. 我好想你，真的好想你。。

- when i 1st met euu,, i l0ok int0 ur eyes.. the l0ves & care euu gave,, i n0e tis will stay f0reva.. i wun let it st0p,, i pr0mised.. -

- i'm singing LALA s0ngs... t0 recall every little single thing ab0ut euu.. but i failed... -

- 被伤透的心能不能够继续爱你? -

- 没有你; 我还能爱谁`?! -

seri0usly i hav nv try t0 f0rget euu,, nv try f0rget the BEAUTIFUL mem0ries euu gave mi..

- 我要的只是你在我身边 -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
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``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

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